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Friday, July 1, 2011
Oh No! Its been half a year since I post
Ok this is a seriously dead dead dead blog! hahaha I think all the people who used to view tis blog kind of give up after sometime bahs! HAHAHAHA haixxx today is the last day of JCT. AND ITS TERRIBLE:( OMG. I find life getting tougher every year. I always say "This is so much tougher than the year before". Haizzzz sometimes I find that life is so difficult. Physics was !@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@ First time I cant do the paper. This is crazy manssss Haixxxx New year, New challenges I guess. But still.... Its terrble. Why can't things remain status quo? I want nothing to change. Change is terrible haizzzz
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
LIKE SHIT
Haix just a lesson learnt today: something may seem good in the first place but in the end it won't be. My grades just improved and I am kind of happy hahaha BUT IT TURNS INTO A NIGHTMARE. Haix I feel damn damn damn damn damn sad..... Haix.... Ok enough of that... think about something fun!hmmm what should I think about? OH YES! MYSTERY OF LOVE IS AWESOME! LOVE THAT SHOW MANS... HAHA THE PHYSICIST SO COOL! HAHAHA INSPIRE TO BE LIKE HIM HAHAHA... AND SO IS BIG BANG THEORY HAHAHA People say that Sheldon is eccentric BUT I LIKE HIM HAHA IF HE WAS MY FRIEND I WANT TO LEARN PHYSICS FROM HIM HAHAHAHA. ALTHOUGH HE IS PROUD AND STUFF.... able to put up with this kind of people becuase i constantly meet this kind of people. But I think that Sheldon is better because he is straightforward not like some. He treats his friends well just that he doesn't say it It is through his actions.... hahaha... This is the kind of friend I need.
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Been decades since I posted hahahaha
I am so addicted to facebook that i forgot all about blogger :o OOPS OOPS... Hahaha... Guess my life is turned upside down. Changed like shit.... hahaha Realised what a dead blog I have:( so I decided not to put it on private hahaha... Just came back from overseas and I realised that the holidays are going to end:( .Haven't done much homework. Guess I have to bark up....hahaha next year is HCL O LEVEL!!! WHO SAYS PEOPLE IN TA DOESN'T TAKE O LEVELS!?!? Urgh worrying like shit... Chinese is never my cup of tea.... I think I will end up scoring a C or D or worst F9!!!! OMG OMG OMG...
Haix next year TA2A wonder how it is like... Scary to face the reality... Life would be hectic I guess... My first nightmare came when joining SMP... haix JCT will flunk... which means my results will DROP:O So much things to juggle next year... I hate it... I HATE IT :(
I realised Year 2 will be a nightmare... I had enough in Year 1 but they say it will get worst:O aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! total nightmare total nightmare total nightmare...
Nevermind I shall sum up what I have this year to make myself happy.. hahaha
TERM 1: MET NEW FRIENDS:) HAHAHA LIKE RACHAEL AND XIN YUN HAHAHA WONDER HOW LIFE WILL BE LIKE IF THEY WEREN'T THERE... HAHAHA AND TERM 1 I REALISED WAS THE SLACKEST:)
TERM 2: GROUP1!!! WOOOHOOOO WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH THICK AND THIN:) HAHAHAHA ALTHOUGH WE ALWAYS CAME IN SECOND BUT NOT BAD!!!!! HAHAHAHA NICE :) I THINK THATS THE BEST PROJECT GROUP... BEEN THROUGH ALOT TOGETHER LIKE THE 6 PROJECTS AT THE 1ST WEEK AND ME, JERMAINE, XIN YUN, LYNETTE AND XIONG YING STAYING UP SO SO LATE LIKE 1AM 2AM JUST TO DISCUSS PROJECTS OR CHIONG THE POWERPOINTS:)
THEN WAS JCT JCT JCT... HAHAHA I REMEMBER HOW I WEBCAM WITH XIN YUN ALMOST EVERYDAY DURING JUNE HOLIDAYS HAHAHAHHAHAAHA GREAT STUDY PARTNER. HELPED ME ALOT IN LA HAHAHA....
OH AND ANIMAL FARM WAS FORMED!!! HAHAHA WE WERE SO SCARED OF THE MATHS PAPER THAT WE KANCHIONG IN THE LIBRARY... GOT BONDED TOGETHER HAHAHAHA:)
TERM 3 AND 4: HMMM NOTHING MUCH BUT IDE THAT TERM WAS FUN! I PROVED SOMEONE I COULD MAKE A VIDEO HAHAHA! THANKS TO PEOPLE LIKE XIN YUN HAHAHA LEARNT SO MUCH N HOW TO MAKE A VIDEO:) NOW I LOVE MAKING VIDEOS HAHAHA
THEN CRUCIAL PROMO IS HERE OMG OMG OMG MUG LIKE SHIT WITH ZITING HAHAHAHA YAY AND OUR GRADES SOMEWHAT IMPROVED:) HAHAHA
YAY AND THERE WAS THE DAY AFTER PROMO ENDED! WE WERE SO SO SO SO HAPPY HAHAHAHHAAHA
YEAH AND THATS SOME SNAPSHOT OF THE FOND MEMORIES I HAD IN MY YEAR 1... HAHAHHAA I wonder how life will be like next year... I don't think it will be as good as this... sad but true... But I guess we can still meet when there is like sport activities and stuff CUS WE ARE ALPHA HAHAHAHA AND WE MUST SIT TOGETHER HAHAHA:)
Monday, October 11, 2010
JOKE WHAT A JOKE.... WATEVA LAR. I AM ANGRY DUNNO WHY LEH.... WHY AH!?!?!?! WHY AM I FUCKING PISSED????? I JUST REALISED THAT THIS PLACE IS FILLED WITH SUPERFICIAL PEOPLE. WE CANT TRUST PEOPLE WHEN THEY NEDD US THEY COME TO US AND WHEN THEY DUN FUCKING IGNORE HA! JOKE RIGHT........ IT MAY JUST BE A FACADE. LOL IDIOT ASSHOLES. U HAVE I ALSO CAN MAH! U DUN WAN ME GO I GO MYSELF LAR! NOT HAPPY THEN SAY LA BU SHUANG OR WANT SCOLD BAD WORD IN FROMT OF ME THEN SAY LA! WHATS YOUR PROBLEM.....
Friday, October 8, 2010
One whole year almost over.....
SINCE A LONG TIME I AHVE BEEN BLOGGING OMG OMG MY DEAD DEAD DEAD BLOG. haix my life isn't getting well. Landed into some hell. All because of that stupid tutor. Go persuade my mum:( Promos are over but I don't feel happy because I think i screwed it all:(My life changed I sleep at midnight almost everyday, face the computer for hours, mugging endlessly and facing many many problems. 1 whole year had just pass like this. Kind of fast. Wonder how are the rest of my chung cheng mates and rosyth mates. hope they are coping fine. life isn't be easy for anyone. But I learnt one thing, never break down when you face difficulties. Continue to strive and work towards what you want. Its ok to fail and its ok to do badly. But never to give up. Jia you:)
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
The confused me
Haix I am really confused now. I really am. There are times where I am happy there are times that I am sad. I am confused. I really am:( I don't know if my life in TJC is good or bad. I don't know hoow I feel. I say I don't know to alot of questions. I hate it when things are undefined. I hate it. Haix:(
Friday, April 30, 2010
The Me!
Hahaha! The vitality and hapiness within me is back after so many weeks. In TJ I learnt alot of things. I learnt that it is ok to fail my tests and papers. I am used to the proud and snobbish people I see everyday. I am used to being the inferior ones in class. I am used to everything that I wasn't used to in Chung Cheng. Wehheee although the homewrok load can kill I am still somewhat able to cope. Hahaha I broke record of having 4-5 hours of sleep everyday, I broke record of rushing an essay in 45 minutes. I broke my record of being sick for a month! AND THE LIST GOES ON............I have to admit that it is not easy for me there. Life sucks. But it was my fault. My fault of stepping out of my comfort zone and go on to stretch myself further. It is my fault for choosing this path of life. I may regret but there is no turning back for me. Therefore I have to face the music. Face the trouble I have brought upon myself.
But I have found some great friends there too. They are the ones who will also face the trouble together with me. I was touched when my friends were there to comfort me when times are down. I was touched when my friends, some who also have regretted coming here, are there for me. My life here is full of tears and joy. My life is a rollercoaster here but I have confidence that I am able to survive this through:)